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Re: Re: Recently Diagnosed and Panicking

Bill - I totally agree with you that the timeline for yourself and Jim is a bit more "urgent" than that of a man with a PSA less than 10... even if it is in 2/3rds of his prostate like my father.

By saying take your time and set a soft timeline/goal for yourself, I'm only saying don't feel the pressure of your family. Don't be forced to make a decision in a week or two if you aren't comfortable with that decision. But, also I'll say by 4-6 weeks I'd hope you have the chance to read and research all your options to make an informed decision.

As my father's brother (my uncle) passed from prostate cancer in his late 60s after a road of radical prostectomy, radiation, chemo, another round of chemo, and treating it as (no pun intended) "balls to the wall" as he could being diagnosed in his late 50s... dad has a level of fear regarding the aggressiveness in his family genes.

At the end of the day, the BEST thing I can do as his daughter is support his decision and be there for him to help him research options as he has questions. Over the course of 6 weeks, he's varied from Proton Beam to Surgery to IMRT to Proton Beam and now back to IMRT administered locally. He's talked with over a dozen people, and he's 90% sure of his decision.

If it takes 4-6 weeks to research and become comfortable with a decision, I only hope Jim feels the freedom to take the time to feel comfortable and not pressured by his family. I'd never suggest he take a watch and wait approach, nor would I say take a year to decide. My comments were to only tell him you have a few weeks to decide. Even in an aggressive form of prostate cancer, you have a little time to find the best option for yourself - don't let your family push you into something you aren't comfortable with.

Hugs & Prayers - Beth

Re: Recently Diagnosed and Panicking

Jim ... all good advice so far.

Although I didn't have the pre-sentencing (cancer diagnosis) depression like you did, I sure did get it after hearing those disasterous words ... "you've got cancer".

That's what I was told when it was discovered that my PSA was 65 (on routine exam). I immedaitely went home and started reading about prostate cancer on the internet. Read thousands and thousands of documents, crying all the way thru them and I hadn't even had a biopsy yet, just the elevated PSA (with absolutely no symptoms).

I gave up Jim. With a PSA of 65, most of what I read confirmed that a PSA of 20 or higher had most certainly spread to other parts of my body.

I figured that, well, this is it, I'm a dead man walking. I took early retirement cause I didn't wanna work till I died ... which hurt us financally but the wife was very supportive.

I increased my usual two or three nights at happy hour(s) at the bar with coworkers and friends to five nights a week. It got so bad that my wife suggested that I get a part time job just to pay the bar tab so I did. That also meant that I wouldn't spend all day here at the house, alone, with my thoughts ... it was horrible.

I existed this way for a full five years until by PSA doubled so, with added pressure from family and friends I had that awful, disgusting biopsy procedure done. That, plus several scans, concluded that I did, in fact, have prostate cancer but that it had not spread ... I got lucky.

I feel better now Jim. I have completed the radiation seed implant and subsequent course of external beam radiation. I continue with urinary problems but they are lessening. I remain virtually impotent but can feel old yearnings returning ... maybe with time it'll be better.

What I did do Jim is talk to folks on here, they helped a great deal. I learned, for example, that considering the procedures I had done, it might take six months to a year for the urinary and impotence problems to clear up, not the few weeks that both the Urologist and the Oncologist told me.

Stay with this website, it's a good one. Folks on here, including me, will converse with you by email and even by phone if you want.

Good luck sir.

Re: Recently Diagnosed and Panicking

I am taking this opportunity to say THANK YOU to those who responded to my comments and concerns which I recently posted (my first post on this site). I SINCERELY appreciate each and every one of you for taking the time to read and respond to my post. I also say thank you to those who read my post and just thought about me and what I am going through. This disease is truly a life-changing experience.

My best to all.

Sincerely,

Jim S.

Re: Recently Diagnosed and Panicking

Hi Jim,

You say "Life changing Experience".
Oh Yessssss!

I think there will be many of us here who feel the same. From the moment of diagnosis my own life changed forever...and dare I say it?.....for the better, in so many unexpected ways.

I now see what is truly important in life. It's hard to believe I spent so many years worrying over trivial matters and neglecting to nurture fully everything good I had at my fingertips.

I have never appreciated life more than I do now...my wife, my children, my grandchildren, my dog...I could go on and on and 'Bore for Britain', lol, but I think I've said enough.

Good luck on your journey, Jim. You Are Not Alone anymore.


Warmest Wishes,

George

Re: Recently Diagnosed and Panicking

Jim, it is a life changing experience and I agree with George here, it can change it for the better in some ways. That will sound to you at the moment as totally impossible, but wait.

In my pre-diagnosis fantasies about what such a diagnosis would be like and how I would react, I can assure you that I saw myself as the headless chicken in a blind panic. But strangely it didn't turn out like that. Even now that my robotic can be said in many ways to have failed (i.e. I still have some prostate!), I feel very calm and take each day as it comes and as George said, enjoy even the smallest things. My life is full of horizons that I work towards on my way to the next one.

I think you get to see that if you live life as though the worst will happen, then effectively the worst HAS already happened and you live out each day a self fulfilled prophecy of doom.

We do have to remember also that what we have - or maybe what we no longer have for the luckier ones - is PROSTATE cancer.It's not lung, liver, brain or pancreatic cancer. It usually gives us a few more chances. My best friend (younger than me) was diagnosed last July with lung cancer and was gone just after Christmas - 6 months. But he lived each day of those 6 months as though it was the first day of his life. He would have gladly swapped cancers and I felt almost embarrassed to talk about mine with him.

You just have to keep going , Jim. Look for what you can enjoy and forget regrets and all the what might have beens. You have a long way to go yet. Do it.

Ted from England

Re: Re: Recently Diagnosed and Panicking

DON'T FORGET TO LOOK INTO CYBERKNIFE. I WAS NOT ELIGIBLE WITH A GLEASON OF 8 AND DID IMRT BUT A MEMBER OF MY SUPPORT GROUP WENT TO FLORIDA RECENTLY TO HAVE CYBERKNIFE AND IS ENORMOUSLY PLEASED WITH THE RESULTS.

Re: Recently Diagnosed and Panicking

I quite understand fear and or depression when you fantasize about RP. You put it quite clear comparing it with a gall bladder operation, where problems are solved, whereas an RP primarily creates problems.


But why an RP? There are other treatment options and there is the option of no initial treatment and see what happens.

Waht is your age?

You say you are a Type A. Couldn't you try to change to become a Type B? This could involve help by a councellor.

Best regards,

Henk Scholten, The Netherlands

Re: Re: Recently Diagnosed and Panicking

Hi Henk--

Thanks for your post. I am 58 years old with a PSA of 17.1 and a Gleason 7. I don't feel that watchful waiting is a viable option for me. I will admit that this whole PCa thing is new to me and I have been learning over the past couple of months. I feel that RP is my best option as it is less traumatic than open surgery with a considerably quicker return to normal activities (I just want to get back to normal - whatever that is or will be after the surgery - as quickly as possible).

Because of my Type A personality and because of my wife's and grown son's concerns about me, the doctors that I have talked with and my family (as well as myself) all agree that it would be best to get the gland out so that it can be determined if the disease is confined to to the gland or not. If one has radiation (either external or with the radioactive seeds) you never really know about the extent of the disease. Once radiation has been done you cannot (for all practical purposes) go back and do surgery, but if you have the surgery and it is determined that more treatment is needed you can still have radiation.

Henk, I have sought the help of a therapist, something
I should have done many years ago (perhaps one of the very few good things that has come out of this). Between talking to him and taking the prescribed medication , I feel that I am doing better, but I don't believe that one can change their personality type. In my way of thinking it is like your eye color, hair color, etc. It is what it is.

Again, thanks for your post.

Sincerely,

Jim S.

Re: Recently Diagnosed and Panicking

Hey Jim,
I don't want to confuse you but do you have statistics on RP monotherapy success rates with a PSA of 17? You might want to check on this. Best wishes Pat (Alaska, USA)

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