Hi!
My biggest fear growing was geting my parent's disease... And have learned here that, that fear is very common!!!!!! And realistically geting a parent's disease at 38 I belive is rare...
Ive had PTSD all of my life, and that is a Normal reaction, to an abnormal situation, nothing to be ashamed of. It has helped me to get couseling!!!! Because being a parent to a parent, is very emotionally draining!

I hope things are looking brighter for you now!!!!!!!